Directions in Life...

How could you have done that to me?

I thought I know you

but now all seems lost.

I don't know what to do,

what to believe.

It breaks my heart

but I have to do what's best for me.

Will I be ok?

It feels like I don't belong here...

anymore.

I need some changes

but I don't know how.

Trying to explain everything

doesn't make it easier.

And a scar doesn't heal over night,

it needs time.

But time is rare.

I can't just walk away,

did that too many times before

and have regretted it.

How can I know it will not happen again?

I can't handle another heart attack!

Normaly I am so strong
How do I move on
from here?
Knowing that it will never be the same again.