Blank.

It was fun and a great experience, wasn't it? At least I thought so. Relief. Got it off my mind. Enjoyed myself. Happy. Really thought I was something special to them. Missed them. Lost contact. Gained it back. And lost it again. Is it just me, or was it an unforgetting time? But why is it then that they forgot me? Just saw a picture today and my heart stopped. I was in shock. I am still in shock. How come that people keep forgetting me eventhough I love them with all my heart? I have taken them into my heart! It's like a stitch into my heart. Will it ever stop? I wish I can forget everything & think of it as a dream. But everyday life remainds me again and again! Just one little notice would lift my spirit.