Scared like sh***

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I think my head is going to explode
I don't know if I can learn that load.

What am I going to do if I fail?

NO, I can't allow myself to fail

But my tummy is driving a roller coaster

Will I ever get closer

On the inside I am shaking

Should I be staking?
But I have to think positive

Or I won't have much to give

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Time is runnin' out- Finish line

It feels like I have to learn as much as that big pile of books in the picture! There are only a bit more than 2 weeks left and from next week on there are at least 2 exams a week! Which scares me the most is Lk GB(history of Great Britian) and some classes where we really have to learn a lot!

I think my head is going to explode...like this dude! But I can do it...at least thats what I am telling myself and I hope it will work!And at least I won't have time to think about other things that worry me because my head is all full with Uni stuff!Ok...I have to put my nose back into the books....

Time

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Time is runnin' out

I thought I will take a different route.

But time is passing by

just like smoke through a keyhole.

When will I ever get it back

what I missed since I left?

I meant to call you all

but I was not sure.

Why can’t I go back to the time

were I was happy

having you in my life?

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Up in the clouds...??

I could be up in the clouds but I am not

I happen to see you are in the clouds

but not with me.

So I am falling down down down

can you help me not to drown?

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Why is it that when I finally believe that they have a lot on their mind, reality is catching up with me and shows me the complete opposite?

finally back!

My laptop had to get fixed! But now more than a month without it I finally got it back. And I am so happy! Now I hope I will be able to keep you all posted with new things happening!

Here is to summ the last couple of weeks up a start! After my Portuguese course I had vacation for more then a month! It really felt good to relax after all the learning for the exams! But I honestly haven't done much! Just relaxing, reading books and watching TV! Boring I know...but it felt soo good! Well, and for a little bit more than a week Uni is back on! I already have plenty to do! At the same time I am so happy to be back, to see all the "idiots" again! I really missed them! You never know what you have until you lose it..well I didn't lose them but being unable to see them in a long time showed how much I care about them! Good to be back.

More soon.....